The Lonesome City

                                

Far from home,
Away from wife and son,
When I look at friends and others,
I feel alone.

Off from office,
When time hangs heavy and still,
And I find it hard to kill,
I feel alone.

Out in the market,
Teeming with hectic crowd,
When language lets me down,
I feel alone.

In the city streets,
Amidst overflowing drains and dirty linens,
When I look for solace,
I feel alone.

In political overdrive,
When banners and posters dominate cityscape,
Deafening sloganeering adding the din
In publicity overtaken by propaganda,
I feel alone.
When things are not in favour,
And circumstances conspire,
When solutions look bleak, afar
I feel alone.
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